By the way, i am assuming that maybe my parents would read this so that they could like understand why i’m not exactly in a good mood, or even so if they don’t then too bad lor, at least it might prevent another noisy incident which i can’t stand. One reason why i don’t wanna move is because of travel distance. Think about it, right now, to and fro from school is about 1 hour per trip. Not exactly the longest out there but still it is indeed alot of time wasted on travelling, so much so that i had to force myself to sleep on the bus so that at least i don’t waste much energy on it. Side effect of this adaptation is that whenever i’m on a vehicle i start getting drowsy… kinda irritating but at least i get some sleep… After moving, this situation is only going to get worst, the distance just to get to school is as good as from the north east end of singapore to the south west end… and for someone like me who doesn’t like the mrt cause you can’t get a seat without getting stomped by some mofo who spends a bomb on an iphone and still insist they aren’t ripped off. By the way, i really dislike the stomp post on people who wouldn’t give up seats because the old people really don’t deserve them and doing so on the bus isn’t that likely to get attention as compared to the train. Anyway, all i know is that maybe 1.5 hours of travelling time is going to be the average already… kinda sickening and can’t stand it.
Secondly, i really don’t like a new environment and spending time packing all the stuff. It is really irritating to go through all the stuff at home and dumping them into boxes and bringing it all the way there only to put them up again… Such a waste of time and effort and all… oh yea, just thought i should make a small comparison between my current place and the new place. The new place might have like lots of facilities and blah blah security guards who i can safely say i can kill them all myself without much of a kick. Swimming pool, those who know we well enough should know that i really hate that oversized pill cold water, don’t ask why. Gym room, so long its not like hostel retarded gym that requires me to bring an entire bag of stuff and a buddy which i’m simply going to dump it at one corner and only to bring it back up to my room at the end of the day (very retarded right, bring bottle, towel and gym card and a friend to the gym… don’t wanna exaggerate but i think even going in naked would still have the same outcome at the end of the day…) The gym room there had better not waste time asking me to sign in, sign out, or bullshit like under 18 no access… reminds me of that time few years back when i went to regentville gym without signing in or anything and when i was questioned by someone there if i had signed in and if i am even 16(at that time i think i wasn’t), i just simply told him that i’m 16 and i forgot to sign in and to mind his own fucking business. Can’t think if there’s any other facility there which actually makes a difference so whatever… Anyway i really i hate times when we have sign in guest and stuff… they don’t even know i’m a resident to begin with… and lets say i enter from the side gate? I think terrorist can just simply work based on this logic and the news might actually show something worth watching again.
Oh yea, just remembered the other thing that i was really pissed about. The planning of my room and if i don’t feel tired yet maybe i might type about the taking back of the house from the previous shitty owner who i suspect eats wood and metal for breakfast and shits scotch tape.
The planning of my room was really irritating. Seriously, stuff like “find pictures of a head board you want” or “think about whether you want to put a bedlight at the middle or at both sides of none at all or *put table lamp as your bedlight and don’t give a fuck about how ugly and useless it would end up being…*”Whatever lah. My intention was to put lights at both sides, but someone kept insisting on it being not useful and whatever… come on lah… do you expect me to sit on my bed and lean back and read meh? since when do i do that lor… or how about lets make it more straight forward… SiNCE WHEN DO YOU ACTUALLY SEE ME READING ANYTHING AT ALL?!?!?!?! The last time i actually sat down and read like a novel or something along that lines? even me myself can’t remember… and i have a habit of studying while lying down so yea… All this kind of random stupid questions got so irritating that i decided to simply heck them, and just sit down in front of my com, and play music, not that it actually isn’t noisy but at least its not that bad and that when i’m being shouted at again at least its not that loud so that it won’t spark the instinct to swear back.
Time to complain about the stupid previous owner. No idea how to spell his name but my guess is puny-git, at least it fits his looks and personality. All over the house when we went there was stuff like fused light bulbs, dirty walls, cob webs, dead insects in the drawers. And funny thing is there were teeth marks in the drawers and cabinets so i concluded that pieces of shit like them eats wood. Then there were screws falling off from the drawers too so maybe he likes metal too? To make it worst there were scotch tape everywhere… from places like power switch to clothes hang rail (i think they think that scotch tape and cheaper than hangers, u can always tape ur clothes to the bar and there wouldn’t be a need to hang them up) to on the walls… wtf lah, its just like the dogs which shits and piss everywhere when we aren’t around. They shit and piss scotch tape everywhere… To make matters worst, during the home inspection with the agent and the previous owner, my dad just simply say everything thing was wear and tear and simply don’t care, its not the previous owners fault… i think my mum kinda expected it already and told him before that that cannot everything also 算了. Well… so it seems like its entirely times fault that there’s so many defects instead of one family of retards in it lor… sometimes i don’t understand why my dad always bail out and acts all wimpy in this types of situations… even if being calculative is not good, there is still no need to self absorb everything right? Its not like we would actually get to see the previous owner ever again so might as well make him pay up for everything lah… not like he has the capabilities of doing anything and even if he ends up pissed, what else can he do instead of producing more scotch tape :P And even if he ends up happy at the end of the day, we are so going to be the ones who lose out and i think even 10 cents isn’t worth him being happy, i rather him get really pissed and i get 10 cents out of it.
Oh well, 任命吧. No choice… just have to suck it up and move on… haiz… tomorrows gonna be another busy day with all the time wasted… one last thing, you want to move just to fuel your ego of finally being able to live in a condo? don’t want to be rude but think about it from another or rather my perspective and see how it sounds. Can’t be bothered to argue about it anymore since i’m gonna lose it anyway so might as well leave a copy of everything i tried to say in this post and don’t give a fuck anymore. Time to simply just move in and see how it goes… leaving all the -ve emotions in this post and maybe forget about it and laught at my naivety some time later? Haiz… oh and i just remembered that there was a plan to not bring the mahjong table over… :’( so sad… ever since i watched saki my hands started itching to play but since noones willing to play and i don’t exactly understand when my mom says that there isn’t enough people to play unless both my grandmother comes over… think about it, during cny when its still the same few of us, we usually don’t have enough seats… don’t wanna rant anymore before i actually get angry all over again and start doing stupid stuff like pissing everyone off on purpose yet again …

Last night, i had plans to go out for breakfast with derek and zikri early in the morning since there ain’t no school today. So, we basically just met up early in the morning at around 5 and so happens zikri doesn’t want to go anymore, so just left the 2 of us leaving hostel. When we reach the hostel gate, obviously the scanner didn’t work so we had to ask the security for help to let us go. But he said some stuff like we aren’t allowed to leave hostel before 6 so no choice but to go back up to sleep for an hour first before leaving. One problem, the cluster gate was still locked so we can’t go in. 2 options, break it open by force or get someone inside to do the honors (or just simply be a loser and go all the way down to first floor to get the dick head security guard to open it up). Either way, i got in via option 2 and went to sleep. Awhile ago, there was this announcement asking for me to go down to the boarding office which i obviously didn’t hear as i was in the pantry and the noise level was typical for a birthday celebration. They then called my phone and asked me to go down. When i went down, the old guy who can only speak with a single frequency and takes a really long to time process what he wants to say came out and asked me explain why i tried to leave the hostel in the morning. So i simply told him everything above (excluding the part saying how of a retard he was) and he then led me into the meeting room at boarding office. Inside, he confirmed the story with me a and derek and suddenly said:”when u can’t scan out of the main gate,……….(really long pause)…. u shouldn’t be able to enter the cluster gate either” or at least something along that lines. I loled as i clearly went in the nice way by simply asking zikri who was awake already to just open it up. Too bad for derek who attempted to flex his muscles abit and challenged the emf from the cluster gate, obviously he won (anyone would…) and went back in. Problem here is that the security decided to be a mofo and reported the gate breaking to the old guy and some how or rather they managed to get our identity so we kinda got screwed. Punishment for breaking the gate: both of us had to help fix some random furniture that was coming soon…

You see, the point here is that i don’t really give a damn about fixing the furniture, the thing is that, look at what i did wrong. One word, NOTHING. I didn’t leave the hostel when the security said i couldn’t, i didn’t break open the cluster gate either. In that case, WTF do i have to do these shit. Seriously, that hostel mf should just get a heart attack or something from feeling glad that he actually managed to process fast enough in that head of his to actually form a link between punishing random people for nothing and getting sai kang warriors.

Don’t feel like talking about that kind of loser anymore… not that i have anything else to say, too pissed to remember what i actually wanted to type about.

And the journey of life carries on… To be continued… … … … (the sig seems abit too long though) and woops, i totally forgot on proxy JUST TO POST ON MY BLOG.

First things first, i kinda lost the map layout so i’m just going to type based off PURE memory which in most cases have lots of blanks here and there. Either way, i went to uss with my parents on tues. By the way, uss is unversal studio jic you still don’t know. Just before that i just remembered about the number of photos that was taken. I have absolutely no idea since when did my mom start to love taking photos so much… i’ve got nothing wrong with the camera, just something wrong with the way she permutates the number of people in the photograph with almost every single backdrop. When we first came out of the car and followed this pretty long escalator, there was the usual oversized globe spinning round and round. Then the camera came out and the first backdrop which i could remember was obviously the globe.

Pop quiz, assuming the globe has the words “universal studio” spinning around it and at each time, only 8 letters can be seen (negligible spacing between words). There are only parents and my sis there. At one point of time, there must be at least one person in the picture and one cameraman(don’t include asking someone else to help take the picture). Count the number of DIFFERENT photos that can be taken.

I was so bored waiting there for every single shot to be taken that i actually started solving that in my head just to estimate about how much longer do i have to wait before we can actually go in. By wait i didn’t mean the queue, there obviously wasn’t any… When we finally went in, there was this long row of shops which is supposed to represent Hollywood. There, we had to be in the photo of every single shop, every single new cosplay that came out, and every single vehicle which was actually food stores. It was almost half and hour in and i could actually still see the entrance gate… At the first bend, there was this store which looked totally like an american fast food drive in. Just so happens there were an entire row of vintage cars there… i don’t think i even need to add a guess what here… It was really really long in before we reached the first attraction which was the twister show i think. The effects which they used to make the scene was pretty funny lol. There was this tv as usual which would be reporting the news about a twister and you would simple watch the dock being blown apart. Window panes flying out, support pillars caving in, just before ending there was also a cruise crashing into the dock. Pretty nice effects.

After the show, we came out somewhere which i didn’t know, since the exit was actually one of the locked doors of a random “shop”. The streets of newyork was filled with fake shops so we just appeared to have came out of one. Actually it was more like an alley, in which case there was simply more photos with every single door, staircase and wall… Just imagine how would you feel when you are right next to all the attractions and you just can’t go on them yet because of the most ridiculous abuse of an amazing invention. Finally after a long long time, we reached sci-fi city at last… So me and my sis ditched my parents to go on the rollercoaster while they can go take all the photos they want such that when we get back we can move on. The battlestar galactica roller coaster has 2 different tracks, the human and the cyclon. The human one apparently looks less scary since it was in a sitting position as compared to the cyclon where your legs would be left dangling throughout the entire ride. Obviously i took human duh. Scary at first try, in fact i teared abit, but it was damn fun so we simply went once more. This time it was just funny watching how the three kids who was a row behind us started crying really badly when they got off. Too bad my voice went abit soar from all the screaming ><

Next up was the mummy of course. We took this indoor coaster ride which was supposed to go into the pyramid and look for book of the living. The ride was slow at first just simply showing all the opening scenes for the show. After that some weird looking thing (sk wearing necrolyte’s cloths)appeared and the coaster knocked into a screen which showed lots and lots of bugs pouring out. Then the coaster reversed so fast it was scary. Then it was typical merry go round with flashing lights until suddenly the weird looking thing appeared and said you’ve been saved by the book of the living but you won’t be so lucky next time. Next ride was this lame buggy ride that showed fake snakes, fake crocodiles, fake hippos, fake bugs… More like a relaxer if you ask me.

Jurassic park was in fact very very similar to the one i went to about 9 nines years ago at japan. The water works show was EXACTLY the same (obviously one was in the english the other in jap…), but it was still nice though, watching all the explosions and before falling from freaking high up all the way to the water. The opening was pretty funny as the performers decided to waste abit of water by getting all the people in the front seats wet. Just so happens there was this guy who i bet came here too many times already and brought an umbrella with him such that whenever someone shot water at him he would simply open the umbrella and troll the performers. Being the uber performers they are they simply gank him from behind. Then he got pissed and went to the stage area and filled a bucket of water which obviously landed on the performers head. It was damn funny watching them him get gank again this time with 3 performers each carrying a bucket of water. Too bad for all the old ah ma who happened to sit around him since the performers simply decided to just spray that entire area soaking wet.

The jurassic park ride was almost of same as the japan one except for the boat since singapores was a round floating raft while japans one was a normal coaster. The ride was just moving through jurassic park until an incident occurred where the carnivorous dinosaurs ran free and finally a one on one with the t-rex. Right after would be the big drop out of no where and splash, everyone’s wet. Only thing that’s not so fun about this is that the drop was minimal, an unattached raft can’t possibly be used to fall from high spots since it would flip making the drop be not that scary. There was another ride which was a seemed to be a nice ride around the area for sightseeing. HOWEVER, one thing that i started to find weird is that even though i see the tracks everywhere, they just doesnt seem to have anyone flying on it yet. To make it worst, i keep hearing screams appearing out of nowhere and suddenly disappearing. Finally when i boarded that thing, all the stuff above can be explained. Firstly, the flyer thing actually went up VERY high. Imagine climbing stairs all the way up and straight after boarding the flyer acted just like a coaster and went even higher. The flyer then started to fly past the tracks really quickly explaining why i just can’t seem to see anyone on it, just random screams :P Last attraction there would be the kiddy ride on the pteranodon or something like that. Spin round and round the tree thing, imagine merry go round in which you can actually adjust when you want to go up or down. To actually add more kick into it. I pressed the button until it went all the way up before releasing it hoping it would drop down real fast to add in some kick. However, or rather say obviously, it didn’t work. It dropped uber slowly and when it hit the ground, i mean it hit the ground, it starter jerking like mad since it was basically scraping on the floor already.

Lunch there was actually pretty bad. We got totally trolled by the oasis name cafe in at the mummy area. Even on the paper it states egyptian food, too bad we went in and it was just simply indian food ffffffuuuuuuuu. When we were done with lunch, we went (to) far far away. Shrek area jic you were just like me and thinks that shrek should be somewhere like ogre swamp or something. Either way, there we watched a performance called donkey live. It was amazingly terrible. I don’t understand whats so nice about talking to a donkey on the screen, i mean it, screen, i totally expected it to be a real cosplay donkey so kinda disappointed there. Looks more like a kids program if you ask me. The 4D movie there was really good though. There was this part where the spider dropped on the ground and ALOT of spiders jumped out on the movie screen and on my legs too. The whole cinema shrieked so much it funny. By the way it was just a brush that was scraping the legs that’s all. There was also the horse ride and the donkey sneezing on your face which was kinda expected already but still worth experiencing.

Madagascar was in fact the most stupid one i’ve seen among them all. This time it was a merry go round, literally except that you get to sit on the old hag with the bag and all the random animals. By the way after the ride ended we were forced to sit on the merry go round awhile more for pictures until the ride attendant had to read “please move it move it to the exit” multiple times. There was this other ride which was just running through the madagascar story until the end where there was a water wall which was in the path. Everyone on board wtf-ed when they saw it. In the end water wall opened up for us to pass through luckily. After there was a street performance with all the random animals jumping and dancing for about 5 minutes before lots a phototaking again.

Finally we finished almost everything there. Next up would be to wait for the monster rock show to begin withing the next 30 minutes. While waiting so happens there was this performance at the cafe with lots of vintage cars i was talking about just now. There was like 4 guys on stage singing and playing with the fake mics. So happens there was this old guy who usually dances at clark quay appeared there too and joined them in the dancing. It was really random and funny watching them playing around. After that would be monster rock. It was basically all your typical villians performing a rock musical. Apparently, i remembered someone telling me that the performance was not made for children since it shows bride flirting. And it was really true, she was supposed to be with frankenstein but when he wasn’t around she was flirting with dracula. Totally children friendly eh?

By the time we were done, it was 7+ already and we were late for dinner which we reserved a sit at for sushi tei for. HOWEVER, anyone noticed that sushi tei doesn’t allow reservings :P It was totally a mystery how that happened since my sis gave my dad the number for sushi tei and my dad called to reserve a sit. However, they wasn’t any record of it and it the workers there clearly stated that they have never ever allowed reservations. the joke came a while later when there was this steak house which was next to sushi tei at serangoon garden called and asked if we were still coming…

I think somewhere at the top of this post i said it was in the morning but right now obviously it is in the afternoon already. See how long i take to type this :P loljk obviously not, had to renew passport so i went down to ica for the past long long time to get it. Actually now i really wonder what would happen to the tioman trip since i gave them the number for my old passport…

Just sitting here and typing this from my perspective is indeed ironic, last year, around this time also, i was right there on my bed sleeping away, only to wake up the next day and walk into the parade filled with confidence that nothing could go wrong. This time, i’m out here typing this and praying hard that after ranting i would feel better or at least become really tired so i could instakill myself.

The last training before the real thing was last friday. I could only describe it as a disaster. It was the last training already and everything was still a mess. People were just sloppily marching along the field, most couldn’t even be bothered to stand straight during sedia. That alone is bad enough… but to make it worst, which i really think is what made it really bad, is what happened to begin with.

Compare and contrast, year 1′s ndp, and this ndp. I could only say our current one is so much worst. Firstly, we started training abit TOO F*CKING late. It was only around the second week of term 3 before there was actually enough people to form the squad, and after that most people just kept coming in and out so the standard from far from equal. Also, one training a week which only last 2 hours and even someone retarded would also not expect anything from the squad. Considering that there was at most 6 trainings before the real thing and that the squad people keep changing and that each training was barely enough… to actually get thus far i’m surprised. But still this is not good enough to actually keep up for a parade.

Enough complaining about whoever was incharge of it just in case i get into trouble. Anyway, for the past dunno how many weeks, i’ve been training fleming squad which was in fact more fun than i imagined. I know once in a while i shouted at them, especially on the last training when i was kinda pressurized by someone who was really pissed at the standard of the parade and started to mark my squad because we started component training last. Obviously it wasn’t their fault since their house captain wanted to talk to them to boost morale and emphasize some admin detail but still… Either way, when we resumed training, i started shouting at them for real since 20 minutes is all i had left and at least 5 person disappeared already. Kinda lost control of my anger until track coach hosni commented that i was really fierce >< after that even tiong suan commented that i was fierce when he walked by. For the first time ever someone actually commented on me being fierce and to make it worst two at go. Felt kinda bad after that since especially when i lost control and had to quote someone’s “if you think you are good enough, you are dismissed, go home”.

Thinking back, training this squad was actually kinda fun, as in the training part not the ending part where the situation got pretty tense. Most memorable part was when i was taking attendance, on the last day. Just to emphasize a point, i have a bad habit of easily forgetting peoples names unless i call them by it at least once (unless they leave an impression that is…). Either way, i took the attendance list and went around asking for their names so i could take attendance. That’s where the fun part comes in, everyone i went up to and ask for their name, they just simply look back, shocked, that i actually didn’t know who they are after so long :P Almost everyone had the same reaction which makes it really really funny. To be frank, i actually know some but just wanted to confirm so i asked. Sadly, i totally forgot to ask them back if they knew who i am… it’ll be really epic if they ended up not knowing too >< Other funny stuff that happened back then was during one of the training when i got them to march in the canteen and i didn’t exactly teach them how to stop. In the end, they marched all the way past the orchestra looking like robots(everyone starts of like that). To make it better i did it a second time just for the lols.

Ah i think that’s about all that i’m going to say, and HOLY SHIT its almost 2 already… Really can’t wait to see what happens later on, if somehow or rather they managed to pull of a nice march off… … … … Oh i just remembered, note to self: before the parade begin, after they form up, get them to cheer or something or just make a motivational speech which i’m really bad at to somehow raise their morale. Not sure if i should video record this down since the quality is gonna suck bad like last years and… actually there’s nothing else that’s bad about it just that i’m kinda lazy so i’ll rather not. Either way, lets just hope everything goes well. Somehow or rather i think this post’s logic doesn’t flow at all since its typed late at night, not that there’s a logic flow in any other post but still… :)

To be continued… … … …

One thing i find stupid about this race is the medal collection. After you’ve finished running, there’s no medal for you just yet. You need to collect your drink, then climb the steepest and largest bridge in the entire area to get to the other side of the river first before getting to the collection point. Come on! Can’t they just get some people to stand at the finishing point instead of 10 camera crews to give out medals…? Really liked the design for the medals though, slightly goldish with a detailed carving of the gardens at the back, the front is just a random runner though. Photos will be uploaded some other time when i feel like it, more like when i have enough time to connect my phone and slowly place everything into this post. The funniest thing that happened that day was when my mom finished the race. I was waiting for my sis to finish before stalking her but since my mom finished first might as well disturb her while waiting. Funniest thing was that i walked next to my mom from the end point to the medal collection area and she didn’t even notice !!! It was not as though i was like hiding behind a tree or something, i just walked up and followed throughout, it was really damn funny :D Too bad that took so long that by the time i “gave away my location”, everyone else was back already so no more open stalking to do :( This seems to become like a tradition after every race, i’ll just follow behind the first person after me who comes back and see how long does it take for me to get realized :)

After the race while waiting for people to start appearing, i ran into 2 others who i didn’t really expect. Firstly is some girl from the fleming squad i was training for ndp marching. Didn’t notice at all until she walked up and asked if was from nushs. Secondly was mr lim, the track one. I tried waving but he didn’t see…

This reminds me, Saturday was the second day of the track camp, seems more like the first and only day though. The first day was supposed to be on friday but since all that happened was 2 talks and i only appeared halfway through the first one, it really didn’t feel like much. Now every friday i would be helping to train the ndp marchers, which is quite hard, no let me rephrase that, VERY hard. I totally don’t understand why they let year 1′s march, or at least how come almost half the squad is comprised of year 1′s who look like they haven’t even seen a march through before. Training kids is really the hardest thing ever that’s why sometimes i really admire pre-school teachers… Back to topic, i had to train lots of newbies, which was harder than the previous week which had lesser people making it easier. But either way, the squad was big and had people who knew, people who knew abit, and people who knew nothing, and people who would do foot drills properly, and people who wouldn’t do it properly. I don’t get what that just meant, but it just means that experience and attitude within the squad was so mixed that i can’t really explain it. In the end, i had no choice but to pull out a few specific individuals who totally cannot make it and train them one to one. It was so much of a headache that i lost track of time making me late for the track camp talk… (i really wonder why everytime i post about marching or ndp or ncc as a whole, it always sounds like ranting ><)

The first talk was by some diver, not sure what she talked about at the start coz when i went in it was almost over. The second one was by the female team mount everest climber. Rather than inspirational, i found the talk more like storytelling but in a nice way. The track camp on the second day was fun at the start, boring after lunch, and fun again just before the end. We started of with platform diving at queensway or queenstown (i don’t know which is which :P ) swimming pool. The jumping into water at the side of the pool was kinda weird at first since i expected to hit the ground but no matter how low i try to go i can’t seem to touch the base of the pool :O That feeling was kinda funny though, if only every pool was like that, maybe i won’t dislike swimming that much. Coming out of the pool was a pain though, you could either take forever to get to the staircase and climb out, or do it the tough way and scale the walls. The water level was slightly lower than the edge but coming out was still some distance away and climbing it requires large amount of energy. I had 2 cuts on my fingers while trying to come out XD no idea how it happened… The jumping from 1m was quite fun, the flimsy board made it pretty scary though. What was really scary is that we had to do a 3m jump after that, doesn’t sound like much but looking down really made me feel like crying. During my first jump, or rather just before that, i was on the board looking down and trying to tell myself to not do something stupid like running back but no matter how i tried, i just couldn’t bring myself to jump down. Then someone from behind me shouted something which everyone presume was smart “don’t look down, it makes it scary” or something along that lines. I looked straight, i saw rooftops beneath my level… now i really wanted cry… somehow or rather i just jumped off and entered the water nicely, the feeling of taking so long to reach the water was really nice though, imagine free falling :) Problem now is that the second jump wasn’t easy to make, since i all the fear from the first jump carried on to the second and grew even bigger… either way in the end i made 3 jumps… i bet somehow or rather when my face hit the water hardly on the second jump, my brain went crazy and lost the idea of fear making me go for one more… Lunch was pretty good, surprisingly for catered food but since its the school’s drink store owner who prepared it i shouldn’t be too bad.

After lunch was airforce museum. Don’t need to ask whether it was boring or not, i assure you it can only be boring. I seriously think that even if someone were to want to join the airforce during their ns days, there isn’t any point in going to the museum. They should like allow people to try out the simulations or something like during the open house otherwise there really isn’t much stuff to see inside. To make it worst, the “tour guide” appeared only after we were done looking through everything… Some sort of coordination eh? To think we actually managed to spend 2 hours there.

The last part, laser shooting, was the same almost the same as last time. Too bad we only played one match… Our team got screwed completely when the other team just simply rushed everyone into our base and kidnapped our flag… Funniest thing was that my only kill was a tk :P not that there were any other kills that i knew off but still it was really funny. After that the camp ended and everyone was sent back to school. Really tired after that and when i reached home, i slept immediately after dinner. That was a good thing since i made me not have the usual, can’t-sleep-before-a-race problem :)

WTF! hostel internet blocked me from posting… don’t want to be rude but the IT staff for hostel internet should totally go f*ck themselves. To think that i was trying to limit myself to only use stuff that the internet allows and don’t on proxy for almost everything but seriously…

I just checked the results for the run, timing of 51:55, 37th place :)

At first, i thought that the new timetable was bad. I mean, tuesdays and thursdays end at 6, mondays and fridays have cca until 6 too. Only wednesday ends at 12. Sounds bad? The glitch, mon and fri ends at 12 giving me a large 4 hours break before track, and everyone else seems to kinda have a much worser timetable than mine so i really think i better stop ranting before someone starts flaming.

Today’s lesson was kinda crappy, math honors is going to be damn boring… seriously… matrix?! Boring topic… Normal math is still ok i hope? Statistics isn’t that bad if i didn’t remember wrongly but it seems like we’re doing simple probability right now which is even better. That’s all for today actually :P Perfect.

Actually, since i’ve got another 30 minutes before track, i might as well type abit more crap into this post. During the hols, i got really bored, so i spent most of my time on 3 stuff. Maple, alteil and mathematica. The first is self-explanatory, i used a bm and chionged all the way to lvl60 during the hols, considering i only played about an hour plus a day once in awhile, it seems like leveling got alot faster. The only thing i really hate about bigbang is the miss rate. Its freaking ridiculous if i miss about 25% of my attacks on something of the same level. Love the damage and dps though, abit too hax already, can’t even start to imagine what happens when mechanic appears…

I really feel like typing and entire chunk of stuff about alteil here but it appears that almost noone know of its existence so i think i shouldn’t elaborate much. Alteil is actually an online card game which is very fun, but requires more thinking that i thought a card game would need. Everything looks so simple, just using sp to summon cards on the field, take out opponents units, and get rid of their LP. I pretty much lost about 20 games in a row before i finally realised how to play this properly and since then my kd went pretty high. Only thing i can say about this is… when choosing a starter, don’t be and ass and pick gowen and falkow which seems strong. Gowen is just straight forward whack and whack and try your best to overpower like mad, very easy to take down though if you know how to survive the first onslaught and beat them all the way down after that. Falkow has the greatest potential among ALL the decks, high speed, very obvious and PAINFUL combo if you look at your card effects properly. However, everyone have pretty much known this simple combo inside out and have some way to counter and thrash this deck. Thats what happened to me at first, once i get the combo out, i win, if not i lose. After that i changed starter to lawtia to start owning people :) Don’t want to talk about lawtia first cause its too pro already. Refess, the stupid light deck, is something i hate challenging the most. They have imba health, increased defense, curing, and whatever it takes to make sure they don’t die anytime soon. Only way i managed to beat down those decks was to mark their support units making the rest of their units turn pathetic. Lawtia is obviously current deck which i used to have a kd of 6, and 8 kill streak. Not very high i know, cause i’m a free player and my streaks keep ending when i play against mofo’s who have an entire deck of paid cards which just raped my deck like mad. Lawtia looks pathetic at first, the cards have not very high power, not very fast, no very good effects either. Until i saw how good the night time effects are. All i need to do is survive during the day, and clean sweep their field during the night. I even thrashed someones uber rare zombie dragon before it could even do anything to me, during the night of course. Those who want to try this, just go google alteil and you’ll find it. ps it works on hostel internet :P

I’ve been using mathematica for a few days now. Really nice math program to count stuff, type funny stuff in, plot graph, see how certain stuff work, blah blah… Its for the arp by the way. I think we’re supposed to use this program to make a simulation of optic fibers different light modes, not sure how we’re going to do that though, for now at least.

One last thing that i killed alot of time on during the hols was listening to music. Stuff like 丁噹, 王心凌, f.i.r, hebe… can’t remember what else but that’s pretty much it i think. Most of the songs from 王心凌 wasn’t really good, actually make that all the songs, but the first one on the list. 丁噹 new songs weren’t that good, but all the old songs were nice, especially those really really old ones which when i was playing out loud, my parents came in and asked why would i be playing songs of their time. F.i.r album was good, as per normal, especially those loud and noisy once, fits the band the most. FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUU 4 + liao, i’m late…

Firstly, the last time i went to mt faber, i was in a car, and just sitting in it felt really steep. Before i knew it, i’m scaling this mountain on foot, the 2.5 km up the mountain was mad. Slowly walking step by step up the damn mountain seriously is way faster than jogging up which tires alot. So pretty much no choice but to slowly walk up the steeper parts of the mountain and try my best to run as much as possible when it was less steep. Luckily, going down was fun :P I totally just relaxed my legs and sprinted all the way down, without breaking a sweat :D

Secondly, shouldn’t the organizers at least, close of one lane on the road for us to run. The start was pretty tight with everyone running on pavement and only one lane closed, some people even just ran on the second lane pissing the car drivers off. After that, the lane was given back to the drivers and here we go again squeezing along the pavements… The worst part was within the last 2.5 km just when i picked up speed, i ran into a traffic light… I mean WTF?! A traffic light with a loser tp standing in the middle stopping us from running across the road when the cars where moving… There was one group of people with me at that time so they jolly well when ahead and ran onto the middle of the road and stop there forcing the tp to stop the cars and lets us move.

After the race, the medal tasted pretty good. 54 minutes would be my best official timing with and excess of 4 minutes before i hit my target for the end of this year.

Here are some pics taken from my webcam (obviously, sucky quality).

2 more 10km races coming up soon at around july and september, i really wonder if i can break the 50min mark by then, cause if i really managed to, by end of this year i wan to try a half marathon :D

Holidays, boring as usual, and when i’ve got nothing else better to do on my hands, i start thinking (about stupid stuff). Typical situation would be to somehow or rather form a link between my idea of a perfect place to be in and how to implement it into the real world i’m in. Ok this sounds stupid, just some little kid dreaming of something big, but still… What i expect to affect me the most, and which would affect me the least is kind off thought up already but somehow or rather its abit different from what my mind thinks(dunno how explain, lets just say i expected myself to think of A instead of B but somehow or rather i thought of B instead or A, sounds better?). Two stuff i killed most time on for this week would be persona 4 and 点解阿Sir系阿Sir(some random hk drama). From what i always expected of myself, thinking of persona would be first priority but what actually happened in the end was kinda different though. Its like, if i was given an hour to do either one, i would choose to watch the show.

NOW, that IS weird. No matter how i think about it, both stories don’t make sense, and none would ever have any link to me in real life, not now, not anywhere near the future. Then another matter is that, WHY did both of them link to something i did in the past(links are formed by my brain as per normal), some sort of coincidence? Persona 4 is based off tarot. Hmm, why does that deck of cards seem so familiar?! I know i forced myself to read those cards sometime back due to some randomly mashed up emotions, at that time i kept finding a possibility in EVERYTHING that happened to link to card i just drew and in the end, 自己吓自己. Now that there’s nothing wrong, why not just play with it abit, AT LEAST, have a goal in life. Just of happens the story lead me to re-observe that there are 3 chairs in my room. One office chair the one i always sit on. Two chairs which used to be from the old dining table which i specially requested to leave behind. Underneath the chair closer to my bed, would be this 4 black rings and one metal rod(glove and towel and squeezer? too).

Its like, i sort of remembered three years back, how i felt, where i told myself, if i failed again, i really will end everything. Now that i think about, if i told myself back then that i would be what i am now, even though its not much, i wouldn’t even believe(actually i would have expected more… but that’s another story). That stupid piece of memory only brought me to think of how stupid thinking of it is. So time lap one year. 2 years ago, around this time of the year too, i never thought of a target, and objective i must work towards to, instead, everything just appeared, i simply did what i wanted and happily while we’re i’m at it. It was fun, not giving a single f*ck about whats going to happen next, sort of letting another personality of mine take over. To be frank, that persona (short form :P, ok fine i just liked the term persona) disappeared without me even noticing and i’ve always longed for its return. On the other hand, i reminded myself that there’s always an alternate route out, or simply speaking, the routes are infinite, this life isn’t some cheap ass video game that is linear no matter how hard the programmers work on it. SO, if my inner will power can’t sustain something like that and slowly find a  perfect persona for me, why not, old school method, write it down and tick it off the todo list when i’m done. Simple, if i had a todo list to being with:P

Oh yea one last thing before i end off, fine i’m ranting, but… can anyone who actually still post just go post something. I need reminders to post, so when someone post something i would see it on fb and i can actually get reminded to type something. Typing stuff out always seems to allow me to get stuff off my mind. Or issit just that i’m thinking too much… haiz… :)

To be continued… … … … (have i always place this here before?)

And the journey of life carries on… … (star driver rip off, don’t care XD )

Last word, if any of u see that thing on ur wall, just go ahead and delete it and don’t be a retard like those who ended up posting it on my wall again ty

I have been thinking about quite alot of stuff lately and it seems like the more i think about something, the more things i have to think about. Sometimes i really do wish to go back into the past, not to change it, but to just relive whatever i have seen and felt before. In fact, i take that back, i do want to change some stuff :P Anyway, two of my favourite (for now at least) shows have ended. Star driver and yugioh 5d’s… To make it worst, both shows ended with the “im gonna show you abit of the future… but not really” type of ending which i personally think is a good way to end for the creaters enjoyment but viewers like me really hate it. I like the ending but just not knowing what happens to the main characters in the future is not really nice especially when they show the future of the some other characters instead…

Oh well… I’m pretty bored right now in fact >< Nothing to do, don’t feel like starting on the negligible pile of homework yet, no really nice games to play, no new shows to watch with hostel’s pathetic internet, no mange to read especially when loading one page takes forever. I was thinking about going for a jog or something, but then i remembered there is napfa tomorrow so i should not be pushing myself at all… Actually, in fact i so bored right now that i don’t even feel like posting this anymore lol hahaha :)