Move

Haiz… so many things happening this few days especially the moving of house (even though we have yet to move yet), and obviously the many days of packing everything into boxes… thinking about a bit too many things right now so well… this is like one of the best places to rant about stuff going on and at pray hard (to me duh) that at least someone would read it and maybe do something about it? Whatever, i just want to leave a record of my thoughts about moving here first so that i can read it sometime later and see if there’s any changes to my opinion of it. First thing first, i don’t wanna move. Of course, there would always be the type of dickheads who would say that there’s something wrong with me… get to move from a hdb to a condo, who wouldn’t want to? If i was given a choice to move, i would, under maybe one condition, don’t go anywhere further up north or eastern side. Too bad, life sux, we just happily followed the damn purple line up a few stops to seng kang… State this clearly first, i’m not posting this as a campaign to stop the moving (i would if it could but…), its just that i just need to vent my frustration of somewhere…

By the way, i am assuming that maybe my parents would read this so that they could like understand why i’m not exactly in a good mood, or even so if they don’t then too bad lor, at least it might prevent another noisy incident which i can’t stand. One reason why i don’t wanna move is because of travel distance. Think about it, right now, to and fro from school is about 1 hour per trip. Not exactly the longest out there but still it is indeed alot of time wasted on travelling, so much so that i had to force myself to sleep on the bus so that at least i don’t waste much energy on it. Side effect of this adaptation is that whenever i’m on a vehicle i start getting drowsy… kinda irritating but at least i get some sleep… After moving, this situation is only going to get worst, the distance just to get to school is as good as from the north east end of singapore to the south west end… and for someone like me who doesn’t like the mrt cause you can’t get a seat without getting stomped by some mofo who spends a bomb on an iphone and still insist they aren’t ripped off. By the way, i really dislike the stomp post on people who wouldn’t give up seats because the old people really don’t deserve them and doing so on the bus isn’t that likely to get attention as compared to the train. Anyway, all i know is that maybe 1.5 hours of travelling time is going to be the average already… kinda sickening and can’t stand it.
Secondly, i really don’t like a new environment and spending time packing all the stuff. It is really irritating to go through all the stuff at home and dumping them into boxes and bringing it all the way there only to put them up again… Such a waste of time and effort and all… oh yea, just thought i should make a small comparison between my current place and the new place. The new place might have like lots of facilities and blah blah security guards who i can safely say i can kill them all myself without much of a kick. Swimming pool, those who know we well enough should know that i really hate that oversized pill cold water, don’t ask why. Gym room, so long its not like hostel retarded gym that requires me to bring an entire bag of stuff and a buddy which i’m simply going to dump it at one corner and only to bring it back up to my room at the end of the day (very retarded right, bring bottle, towel and gym card and a friend to the gym… don’t wanna exaggerate but i think even going in naked would still have the same outcome at the end of the day…) The gym room there had better not waste time asking me to sign in, sign out, or bullshit like under 18 no access… reminds me of that time few years back when i went to regentville gym without signing in or anything and when i was questioned by someone there if i had signed in and if i am even 16(at that time i think i wasn’t), i just simply told him that i’m 16 and i forgot to sign in and to mind his own fucking business. Can’t think if there’s any other facility there which actually makes a difference so whatever… Anyway i really i hate times when we have sign in guest and stuff… they don’t even know i’m a resident to begin with… and lets say i enter from the side gate? I think terrorist can just simply work based on this logic and the news might actually show something worth watching again.
Oh yea, just remembered the other thing that i was really pissed about. The planning of my room and if i don’t feel tired yet maybe i might type about the taking back of the house from the previous shitty owner who i suspect eats wood and metal for breakfast and shits scotch tape.
The planning of my room was really irritating. Seriously, stuff like “find pictures of a head board you want” or “think about whether you want to put a bedlight at the middle or at both sides of none at all or *put table lamp as your bedlight and don’t give a fuck about how ugly and useless it would end up being…*”Whatever lah. My intention was to put lights at both sides, but someone kept insisting on it being not useful and whatever… come on lah… do you expect me to sit on my bed and lean back and read meh? since when do i do that lor… or how about lets make it more straight forward… SiNCE WHEN DO YOU ACTUALLY SEE ME READING ANYTHING AT ALL?!?!?!?! The last time i actually sat down and read like a novel or something along that lines? even me myself can’t remember… and i have a habit of studying while lying down so yea… All this kind of random stupid questions got so irritating that i decided to simply heck them, and just sit down in front of my com, and play music, not that it actually isn’t noisy but at least its not that bad and that when i’m being shouted at again at least its not that loud so that it won’t spark the instinct to swear back.
Time to complain about the stupid previous owner. No idea how to spell his name but my guess is puny-git, at least it fits his looks and personality. All over the house when we went there was stuff like fused light bulbs, dirty walls, cob webs, dead insects in the drawers. And funny thing is there were teeth marks in the drawers and cabinets so i concluded that pieces of shit like them eats wood. Then there were screws falling off from the drawers too so maybe he likes metal too? To make it worst there were scotch tape everywhere… from places like power switch to clothes hang rail (i think they think that scotch tape and cheaper than hangers, u can always tape ur clothes to the bar and there wouldn’t be a need to hang them up) to on the walls… wtf lah, its just like the dogs which shits and piss everywhere when we aren’t around. They shit and piss scotch tape everywhere… To make matters worst, during the home inspection with the agent and the previous owner, my dad just simply say everything thing was wear and tear and simply don’t care, its not the previous owners fault… i think my mum kinda expected it already and told him before that that cannot everything also 算了. Well… so it seems like its entirely times fault that there’s so many defects instead of one family of retards in it lor… sometimes i don’t understand why my dad always bail out and acts all wimpy in this types of situations… even if being calculative is not good, there is still no need to self absorb everything right? Its not like we would actually get to see the previous owner ever again so might as well make him pay up for everything lah… not like he has the capabilities of doing anything and even if he ends up pissed, what else can he do instead of producing more scotch tape :P And even if he ends up happy at the end of the day, we are so going to be the ones who lose out and i think even 10 cents isn’t worth him being happy, i rather him get really pissed and i get 10 cents out of it.
Oh well, 任命吧. No choice… just have to suck it up and move on… haiz… tomorrows gonna be another busy day with all the time wasted… one last thing, you want to move just to fuel your ego of finally being able to live in a condo? don’t want to be rude but think about it from another or rather my perspective and see how it sounds. Can’t be bothered to argue about it anymore since i’m gonna lose it anyway so might as well leave a copy of everything i tried to say in this post and don’t give a fuck anymore. Time to simply just move in and see how it goes… leaving all the -ve emotions in this post and maybe forget about it and laught at my naivety some time later? Haiz… oh and i just remembered that there was a plan to not bring the mahjong table over… :’( so sad… ever since i watched saki my hands started itching to play but since noones willing to play and i don’t exactly understand when my mom says that there isn’t enough people to play unless both my grandmother comes over… think about it, during cny when its still the same few of us, we usually don’t have enough seats… don’t wanna rant anymore before i actually get angry all over again and start doing stupid stuff like pissing everyone off on purpose yet again …

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